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| 11:46am 10/06/2003 |
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: Basics :
[ .001. ] first name: Jana [ .002. ] middle name: Suzanne [ .003. ] last name: Earnhardt [ .004. ] nickname(s): do i really have any anymore? [ .005. ] gender: Female...no male [ .006. ] age: 17 [ .007. ] birthday: August 22nd [ .008. ] height: 5'5" [ .009. ] hair color: Browne [ .010. ] eye color: Blue [ .011. ] race: transparent<===agrees with alli [ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: glasses and contacts[ .013. ] do you have braces: I have a bar on the back of my two front teeth, if that counts.<===same [ .014. ] is your hair long or short: shor and gettign too mulletish [ .015. ] where were you born: Alpharetta, GA [ .016. ] current location: Hickory Flat, GA [ .017. ] zodiac sign: Leo [ .018. ] how many languages do you know: At the moment just a few[ .019. ] nationality: British and German [ .020. ] bad habits: apologizing too much [ .021. ] piercings you have: Four in my ears, navel, and the newest-eyebrow [ .022. ] piercings you want: labret, tongue eventually [ .023. ] tattoos you have: none. [ .024. ] tattoos you want: none right now [ .025. ] today's date: June 10th. [ .026. ] the time: 11:50 AM. [ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: oh yes . : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: Cindi [ .029. ] father's name: Jeff [ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: Steve [ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Jason [ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none [ .033. ] favorite aunt: all of them are cool...the one im least mad at [ .034. ] favorite uncle: Barry [ .035. ] favorite grandparent: Memaw and Grandaddy [ .036. ] worst relative: myself [ .037. ] best relative: dunno [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: mom most of the time [ .039. ]Does anyone in your family understand you?: Maybe . : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: in between [ .044. ] did you drop out: No. [ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: Um... [ .046. ] favorite grade: 11 [ .047. ] least favorite grade: k-6th. [ .048. ] favorite teacher: mr d. [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: ross [ .050. ] favorite subjects:Biology/Chemistry [ .051. ] least favorite subject: Precalculus [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: never ate. [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: no. [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: drama [ .055. ] are/were you popular: no [ .056. ] favorite dance: senior prom [ .057. ] favorite memory: meetin my friends [ .058. ] least favorite dance: freshman homecoming [ .059. ] least favorite memory: my sad days [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: falling up the slope in the theater . : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 1 [ .062. ] clothing brand: clean ones. [ .063. ] shoes: vans. [ .064. ] saying: don't really have one [ .065. ] tv show: dont' watch tv [ .066. ] sport: Soccer [ .067. ] vegetable: Carrots. [ .068. ] fruit: Cherries [ .069. ] movie: at the moment lost and delirious [ .070. ] magazine: ... [ .071. ] actors: topol [ .072. ] actress: clea duvall. [ .073. ] candy: Pocky . [ .074. ] gum: juicy fruit [ .075. ] scent: pasta. [ .076. ] candy bar: heath. [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: cherry garcia [ .078. ] color: blue, steel blue, black. [ .079. ] season: summer. [ .080. ] holiday: ISD. [ .081. ] band: tool?. [ .082. ] singer: right now ani. [ .084. ] rapper: ICP [ .085. ] type of music: different stuff [ .086. ] thing in your room: map on my ceiling [ .087. ] place to be: resting. [ .088. ] radio station: 99x [ .089. ] tv channel: hbo [ .090. ] junk food: pizza. [ .091. ] overall food: my weird guacos [ .092. ] store: hot topic [ .093. ] shoe brand:vanz [ .094. ] fast food: arby's or sonic [ .095. ] restaurant: asahi, melting pot. [ .096. ] shape: umm [ .097. ] time of day: night [ .098. ] country: Russia and Romania. [ .099. ] state: California [ .100. ] boys name: Ishmael [ .101. ] girls name: ADrienne, etc [ .102. ] mall: towne center [ .103. ] video game: LOTR for xbox [ .104. ] shampoo: herbal essence [ .105. ] board game: chess [ .106. ] computer game: warcraft [ .107. ] car: silver z3 roadster. [ .108. ] music video: Evanescence- Bring me to life" [ .109. ] swear word: fucjk [ .110. ] word: graduation [ .111. ] month: august [ .112. ] cartoon character: scooby [ .113. ] scary movie: resident evil [ .114. ] team: DC UNITED [ .115. ] possession: blankie.
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[ .116. ] eminem: bigot [ .117. ] dog: cat [ .118. ] hot: mama [ .119. ] britney spears: slut [ .120. ] nsync: still cant dance [ .121. ] real world: LESBIANS! [ .122. ] orange: julius! [ .123. ] choice: words [ .124. ] fuck: damnitt [ .125. ] bisexual: whatever [ .126. ] black: power [ .127. ] icq: i see queers YAY! [ .128. ] insane clown posse: JUGGALOS! [ .129. ] linkin park: monkeys [ .130. ] jack: squat [ .131. ] rainbow: quack [ .132. ] cherry: pie [ .133. ] cucumber: phallic [ .134. ] shark: I AM THE RAPTOR [ .135. ] lifehouse: carousel [ .136. ] bats: no more balls [ .137. ] leather: couch [ .138. ] whip: kinky [ .139. ] america: assholeland [ .140. ] water: slide [ .141. ] volcano: burn . : This or that : .
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: rock . [ .146. ] rap or pop: rap. [ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b [ .148. ] rap or metal: metal. [ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop [ .150. ] pop or metal: metal [ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park [ .153. ] tool or korn: Tool. [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: jlo [ .155. ] hot or cold: cold... [ .156. ] winter or summer: summre [ .157. ] spring or fall: Spring [ .158. ] shakira or britney: neither. [ .159. ] icp or eminem: icp [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Rob Zombie. [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: equal [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv [ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: dk [ .165. ] football or basketball: baseketball [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Summer! [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Snow boarding |
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| 11:13pm 09/06/2003 |
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 Eh, you got Plath. Sucks for you.
Who is Your Alter Poet? brought to you by Quizilla
You Had Time how can I go home with nothing to say I know you're going to look at me that way and say what did you do out there and what did you decide you said you needed time and you had time you are a china shop and I am a bull you are really good food and I am full I guess everything is timing I guess everything's been said so I am coming home with an empty head you'll say did they love you or what I'll say they love what I do the only one who really loves me is you and you'll say girl did you kick some butt and I'll say I don't really remember but my fingers are sore and my voice is too you'll say it's really good to see you you'll say I missed you horribly you'll say let me carry that give that to me and you will take the heavy stuff and you will drive the car and I'll look out the window making jokes about the way things are how can I go home with nothing to say I know you're going to look at me that way and say what did you do out there and what did you decide you said you needed time and you had time
I say things, I do things, I mess up just like everyone else...im sorry |
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| 10:49pm 09/06/2003 |
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mood:  depressed
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since no one actually reads my journal or anything i'll just update i feel like my life is falling apart and there's nothing that i can do about it no matter how hard i try. i want to be able to give my loved ones everything that will make them happy but i just end up hurting them in some way or another and i don't know what i should do...it hurts and is completely my fault for not seeing it growing behind my back *screams* god dammit i just need someone that i can talk to ...but there is no one anaj |
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| Oh what a beautiful day... |
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| 10:37pm 02/06/2003 |
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mood:  frustrated
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so yes...here i am again...updating...this first week of freedom has been what should i say...interesting. Maybe it's just that it hasn't really sunk in yet but i really feel no different than i did on the 23rd...i was supposed to go and get something pierced at the expo this weekend but of course that fell through like everything else i get excited about does. oh well...for all who might care...i went back to the doctor about my back...from the MRI he says that one of my lower lumbar disks has begun to deteriorate which is really rare for someone who's 17...therefore, i must get injections and take physical therapy in lieu of things they would do if i were older...i really could care less except now i'm not going to have time to get in shape to play soccer by the 15th of august *sigh* oh well there's always next year..life is great eh? anyway i am goign to go watch the matrix with adrienne so i'll write more laters.. anaj |
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| This ultimately sucks (A rant by Adrienne Zercher) |
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| 12:09pm 29/05/2003 |
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Since most of our friends are the same...I figured this was a safe place to inform everyone of what happened. Some asshole (I believe James Stoltz) hacked Meghan's livejournal. I think he's the same one that got mine last year...and got Megan F's a while ago. Yay. Well, he didn't seem to like my comment suggesting who I thought it was, or the fact that I still had my journal. So he deleted it. And since he must've changed the password and email first, I cn't get it back...I have 29 days to get it back, or it's lost...so if anyone has a code they'd like to email to me, I would much appreciate it...trying like hell to get it back.
Anyone who was shocked that Jana updated...well, don't be. ;) It's just her girlfriend.
-Adrienne, who misses her livejournal username of airyn and knows nothing else will ever be as good. *snif* |
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| It's the end of the world as we know it...and i feel fine. |
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| 07:23pm 15/05/2003 |
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mood:  touched
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School has reached it's most depressing point thus far. Most of the people i've been acquainted with in the last 4-6 years i'm not going to see for a long time if ever again. It kinda seems like a waste sometimes. YOu know, getting to know people and then loosing them in the next years to follow. I guess i'm lucky that in addition to the peopel that are going to agnes scott with me, three of my best friends are going to still live close. (kristy at oglethorphe, amy at tech, and jennifer at kennesaw). I've recently realized how much i'm going to miss it all at school even as much as i hate it. there've been soem really good times amongst the bull which i've been put through. gah...i'm such a whiney sentimental person. I know no one actively reads my journal but i just want to thank everyone for being a part of my life in soemway shape form or fashion. It means the world to me. *hugs to all of you* |
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| 04:55pm 09/05/2003 |
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| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 73.3% Explored the pleasures of the flesh | 61.9% | | Shamelessness | 71.4% It takes a couple of drinks | 77.1% | | Sex Drive | 78.9% The Pope is envious | 75.3% | | Straightness | 98.2% Just go fuck something, okay? | 40.7% | | Gayness | 8.9% Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame | 79.9% |
| Fucking Sick | 90.3% Refreshingly normal | 88.2% |
You are 70.08% pure Average Score: 69.8%
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| 09:43pm 21/04/2003 |
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mood:  crazy
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I've found recently that life has this crazy trade-off...at least for me it does. the only time i have found i write well is on days when physically i feel terrible, and my mind races all over the place...for instance today. AP Lit essay...completely made up this underlying theme and was able to back it up from the novella i had read...but i couldn't concentrate long enough on one thing to do my math or physics works with any sort of quality...i can regurgitate this useless stuff about the structure of the American governmental system...but cant add....OR....i can create a complex mathematical process in no time but can't remember what the theme of a book is...it's crazy as hell...i can't stay concentrated on one thing long enough to finish yet i knit and remember everything...i believe that i have found a way to fix a problem...i must keep my hands busy on something completely unrelated..maybe that is working and all...changing subjects...my Ap STAT teacher is one of the greatests cooks that i've ever met in my life....we went over there tonight for a study session and she cooked all this food...and a cake that was to die forl....unfortunately i had to leave early because mom came..definately one hella cool place to hang out...Poor Rischer...the lone junior whom none of you know..why am i rambling like this you may as...it's because i want to and have absolutely no homework to do...so i am just bothering you HAHAHAHHAHA....*ahem* yes...life is crazy...went to the doctor...she thinks i have a pinched nerve in my back so i have to go for x-rays on the second of may...anyone that prays pray that everything turns out alright and they can fix it without any major surgery if at all...this might explain randomness...new medicinies...never know how they will affect me ...anywho...must go do other annoying things at other webie places.... janachan |
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| lets see...feel like an update right about .....NOW |
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| 11:52pm 15/04/2003 |
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mood:  sore
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so life has been pretty good lately....of course there have been the unfortunate ups and downs that are allways there in life...so that's fine...i'm still having some freaky dillusions that i'm not going to graduate and living on a street will be my reality...as much as i whine about school and graduating...it's a little scary...today we got our cap and gowns and friday we get yearbooks...something about having five weeks and two/three days left in high school just kinda blows my mind....then i'm on to bigger and better things...luckily(or not...nothing personal to anyone) alot of my close friends are staying in the area for college so that's goign to be a little bit of my past i can still come back to whenever i need a slap in the face from people who knew me throughout the time i'm becoming who i am now...if that makes sense...just need people to keep me in check...in other news i got this award thing in latin today...we took a test a few weeks ago called the National Latin Exam and i got a neat medal and certificate...and i got a sword....^_____^ extra happyyness!!!!....i think i'm done...at least for the time being.... jana |
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| 04:18pm 14/04/2003 |
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mood:  horny
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HA I HAVE LEARNED HOW TO KNIT!!!!!!!!!! Anyway I really hate highschool and wish to graduated deeply...that is all.. jana |
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| Yes...I am still alive...or at least i think i am ~_~ |
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| 11:06pm 13/04/2003 |
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mood:  exanimate
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Well...spring break is over and i get to go back to the wonderful world of high school drama...that's happy...i guess i shouldn't whine...there's only 5 or so weeks left for me...Spring break was fun...went to Pigeon Forge and Gatlinburg with Adrienne and her mom and dad...it was lots of fun and i learned a new skill...knitting....yes i said knitting...went back to Agnes Scott...to select scott...think i might have already selected it but oh well...it was fun and got stuff done...now i'm procrastinating my project for lit that's due this week...btu it's all good...i also apologize to anyone that i'm bitchy and short with this week...i'm just kinda being weird for no reason....*sigh* i'll say more later...bye jana |
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| 11:55pm 27/03/2003 |
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mood:  calm
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1) Green Party 63% 2) Natural Law Party 58% 3) Reform Party 54% 4) Democratic Party 50% 5) Republican Party 46% 6) Libertarian Party 38% 7) Constitution Party 38%
well that's not surprising...i'm a quasi-socialist lol
Weird stuff...i'm trying to decide on a major...and i'm not even out of high school raaaaar... |
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| My goodness... |
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| 09:16pm 20/03/2003 |
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mood:  numb
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God...I really am ready to graduate...there's no point in goign to school anymore other than to get to graduate for obvious reasons. I can't concentrate on anytihng and i just sit there all day and stare at the walls and just vegetate. However i do get to see adrienne everyday and that makes me so incredibly happy. and there are the gerbil children who are sooooooo adorable and all that jazz...^_^ i'll be better after enne gets home on Sunday...i just worry so about her safety and things |
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| 08:58pm 13/03/2003 |
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My god this is horrible...i'm at this evil beauty pageant...~_~...most of the girls are cliche' in all their hopes and dreams..."i want to grow up and have a medical practice and have three wonderful children" ...I should have been in it just to spite everyone andn make a mockery of it. Anyway...if any of you aren't busy this weekend I'd like to see you because it's been a while since we just hung out...*hugs* I miss You guys! Jana |
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| 05:28am 24/02/2003 |
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You know you have a problem when the lack of caffiene keeps you up at night....~_~...oh well gonna try to sleep a bit more... Jana |
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| 10:22pm 23/02/2003 |
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mood:  exanimate
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This has been a most interesting weekend....Friday night: Adrienne, her father, and myself drove down to the High Museum of Art to see the French Impressionism exhibit.it was incredibly beautiful the details...everything...after that we went down to Ruby Tuesday to eat dinner...i'm having to acquire a taste for peppers in food...buit it's all cool...I had rehearsal on saturday so me and adrienne woke up and got ready...but her car was stuck in the mud and we couldn't get out...after rehearsal i was picked up and we went to adrienne's house and stuff then hung out with rachel and ashleyy...came back home after dinner and stayed up until four listening to showtunes on the tv...slept until noon...and just hung out all day with my mom and the dude asshole...just trying to waste away the time until i can graduate...
on the other hand i've been able to think alot this weekend and i've come to the conclusion that i need to stop being so bitter about everything because it's not going to do any good.....i'm sorry to anyone especially adrienne that i've been short with lately...and if i hurt you love...in any way...i'm truly deeply sorry... |
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| Yes...I am posting...do not have a heart attack or anything |
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| 12:56am 23/02/2003 |
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mood:  contemplative
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I am tired...and being all blah....I 'm so afraid that it's going to end up hurting someone...especially adrienne...i just need to take time and just chill out and think about things...not about any sort of crazy stuff that's gone on between any of my friend (including Adrienne) because nothing bad has happened ...every thing is as good as mom's apple pie...so if i disappear for the rest of the weekend i'm fine...just give me a call and talk...but i'm not sure if i'm going to be online much...it's a fifty-fifty chance on that one... Valete amicae et pueri... Jana |
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| 10:27pm 18/02/2003 |
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mood:  worried
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*sigh* i'm so incredibly tired of high school...i'm just ready to get out of this hole and begin the rest of my life...it's nothing in particular...no one...no single incident...just a comprehensive sequence of my entire life as i know it...the only thing that keeps me somewhat sane is Adrienne...and of course you guys...i have the worst senioritis right now...which is doubly bad because i have soooooooooo much to do and lots of people that are depending on me...i don't know what i'm whining about...right now life is somewhat peachy...i'm completely in love with the most wonderful person in the world...i'm going to the college of my dreams...i have the lead in the play...but right now something just feels absent...and i have no clue what it could be...
I love you Adrienne...and i hope that you feel better...it worries me so when you are sick.
Jana |
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